I should not be upset, right? I mean I have no right to be upset. "Tina pull it together MAN!!" LOL. I am so freaking nuts man, it's no wonder I am not dating anyone. Whatever happened to; Oh, I like being single and guys are touts. Psssh, I  met a guy who is not a tout is what happened. Mm, alright well...I am over it. I am over it I can accept the fact he does not like and I am NOT his type. I can live with that. We can choose who we love. But, dude one, ONE day I will be so gorgeous and not fat. I will be on top of the world. Man I can not wait till I am not fat [: I can not wait till I get a good job and go to college and do something with my life. [: