Saturday, May 05, 2007
Lets talk about sex baby....ew but not with you
Green Daz01 (10:09:45 AM): =) didn't notice you were on so hey how you? Jerbearkid006 (10:09:19 AM): ok Green Daz01 (10:10:09 AM): thats good Green Daz01 (10:10:40 AM): hows my girl april Jerbearkid006 (10:10:18 AM): seems good Green Daz01 (10:11:07 AM): sweet Green Daz01 (10:11:10 AM): =) Jerbearkid006 (10:12:24 AM): Whats up with you? Green Daz01 (10:15:06 AM): o.O Green Daz01 (10:15:10 AM): nothing much Green Daz01 (10:15:28 AM): I babysat last night and gonna do again tonight =) Jerbearkid006 (10:14:59 AM): sounds fun Green Daz01 (10:16:01 AM): it is for me I love kids =) Jerbearkid006 (10:15:43 AM): Wait untill you have one then we will see Green Daz01 (10:17:55 AM): ha. I won't have kids for a long time. but when I do have I will be ready for them. =) I babysit all the time and I spend the night when I babysit sometimes I love it. I love little people they are too cute Green Daz01 (10:18:18 AM): I can't wait to teach my kids funny stupid things Jerbearkid006 (10:17:51 AM): I see Green Daz01 (10:18:34 AM): yup Green Daz01 (10:19:02 AM): do you like kids? Jerbearkid006 (10:18:41 AM): can i get you pregenant? Green Daz01 (10:19:27 AM): hahahahaha Green Daz01 (10:19:32 AM): lol Green Daz01 (10:19:34 AM): lmao Green Daz01 (10:19:51 AM): ooo wow that was funny Jerbearkid006 (10:19:37 AM): lol im just fucking with you anyway Green Daz01 (10:20:28 AM): hahahaha yea I know Jerbearkid006 (10:19:54 AM): i dont want kids anytime soon Jerbearkid006 (10:20:02 AM): I do but I dont Green Daz01 (10:21:02 AM): I don't want kids until I am 28 Jerbearkid006 (10:21:09 AM): I dont have the money for then amd Im not some dumb nigga that cant keep a condopm in his pockey although I would rather use birth control Green Daz01 (10:23:04 AM): hahahahaha Jerbearkid006 (10:22:33 AM): although im not going to lie I do it alot with out condoms but I pull it out as quick as i can Green Daz01 (10:24:19 AM): That doesn't matter how long its in there does it Green Daz01 (10:24:45 AM): it could be in their for like a min. aand you could still get a baby Jerbearkid006 (10:25:03 AM): i know but there is also the fact that i have problems with that because i got a low sperm count Green Daz01 (10:26:06 AM): o.O so can you have babies Jerbearkid006 (10:26:14 AM): yes but it would take meds and sit to make it more easy for me. Green Daz01 (10:27:08 AM): that sucks a lot Jerbearkid006 (10:26:30 AM): shit* Green Daz01 (10:27:12 AM): for you Jerbearkid006 (10:27:50 AM): not for me i have a good chance i can if i do it right but i like it like that because then i can have sex with out more ov a chance of that with out a condom. Green Daz01 (10:28:49 AM): oh Jerbearkid006 (10:28:46 AM): i hate condoms but i do some times depends if i know or do not know the person and if im single or not.
Posted at 01:27 pm by efablover
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Thursday, May 03, 2007
Every one is like Tina don't you hate being single Ha no.
Pro's
-You get to freely flirt
-You have more time on your hands to hang with friends
-no extra added drama
-no worrying about what you bf-gf is doing
-You can have friends with benefits
Con's
-You have no one to send mushy comments too
-You have no one to hold you and say I love you
-You have to look at other couples
-other people try to hook you up with other people
I dunno I want a boyfriend but at the same time its like why bother having one.
cause I would just want to be with somone else and I would reuin it like I did with Tony.
I guess I make a terrible girlfriend. Ha. Maybe thats why no one will date me. Wow I suck at life.
Posted at 11:27 pm by efablover
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Its like he doesn't even care at all.
He tells me I am he's best friend, but sometimes I don't even feel like were
friends. I don't think he cares that he seriously hurts my feel bad
all the time.
I hate that he is dating brittany seriously, Its all ready started
I already heard from several people she is just dating him to dat him.
I hate her, and I am so angry with him and people.
Posted at 10:24 pm by efablover
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Saturday, April 28, 2007
I need to stop wasting time....
I need to stop wasting my time thinking of you
I need to stop wasting my time on something that apparently
will never happen.
I just need to stop wasting time.
Its you typical setting.
theres this girl who is like in love with her best friend this guy
girl talks to this guy almost everyday and would do anything
for that he asked her to do
she is there always listening to what he says
she doesn't want to make it obvious that she is
hanging on every word so she pretends shes not paying attention
this guy likes to talk about girl number 2 whom he is in love with and girl one goes along with conversation and tries to make
feel better about it
because girl number 2 has a boyfriend and
girl one is like oh isn't that sad..
and deep inside she's like hurting
and wanting scream
I LOVE YOU!! YOU BIG LUG!! I AM WILLING TO DATE YOU!!
WHY AREN"T YOU WANTING TO DATE ME TOO. =)
but she stays in silence about it
and a few times girl one says hey I love you a lot
and this guy does not acknowledge her what so ever
girl one gets sad but moves on
until he this guy gets sad cause the one he loves
doesn't love him
girl one wants to guy she loves
AND SAY HELLO!! YOU KIDDING!!
BEEN THERE STILL THERE!!
with you
girl gives guy re assurance that she will
always be there for him to talk to about anything
or if he ever needs everything
and girl one thinks back to when he had a girlfriend
and that girlfriend cheated on him
and they broke up
and girl one was the one on the phone with him
trying to make him smile
and saying "her lose shes a whore"
and thinking she would have never did that to him
and how he could have dated her
and how girl one wants to punch that girls face in
Um girl one just doesn't know what to do
she loves this guy and always will
but she can't handle it when he get hurt
and shes the one that has to help him
when she is the one that wants to be with him
and love him and be his girlfriend and best friend
but she know it will never happen so
she will just keep doing what she has done
Posted at 01:14 pm by efablover
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Friday, March 16, 2007
Ummm. This is a good way to waste time
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Posted at 09:59 pm by efablover
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Thursday, March 08, 2007
cheezburger59 (6:53:01 PM): so do you feel free to love bob now Green Daz01 (6:54:20 PM):
ur funny cody says i should ask him out but i am not cheezburger59 (6:53:39 PM): WHY Green Daz01 (6:55:20 PM):
I dunno why he wants me topoo ask him cheezburger59 (6:54:48 PM): okay! Green Daz01 (6:55:46 PM):
lol Green Daz01 (6:56:00 PM):
loser Green Daz01 (6:56:24 PM):
I love bob 
cheezburger59 (6:55:55 PM): oh. my. Green Daz01 (6:56:57 PM):
i do cheezburger59 (6:56:25 PM): haha i know. Green Daz01 (6:57:48 PM):
I love him sooo much whyyyy??? cheezburger59 (6:57:26 PM): i don't know hahah Green Daz01 (6:59:07 PM):
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Green Daz01 (6:59:17 PM):
i hate myself for likin him cheezburger59 (6:58:59 PM): whyy Green Daz01 (7:00:35 PM):
cause wtf. is the point in llikein him when its never going to happen why can't i just get over him already geeze cheezburger59 (7:00:16 PM): just ask him out fool. Green Daz01 (7:01:41 PM):
nope why so i can get rejected and than be so very sad cheezburger59 (7:01:33 PM): well are you happy right now/ Green Daz01 (7:04:12 PM):
nope Green Daz01 (7:04:18 PM):
i am not cheezburger59 (7:03:54 PM): then whats the difference. Green Daz01 (7:07:09 PM):
the guy of my dreams is my best friend and I am completey with him. every time I talk him i forget about everything else. one day we spent alot of time in liberty park together just me and him and it was the best day of my life so far, And the difference is that right now i am heart broken but if i get rejected my heart will just shatter and i won't be able to fixx itt Green Daz01 (7:07:42 PM):
inllove** cheezburger59 (7:07:32 PM): awhh.. Green Daz01 (7:08:28 PM):
okay??? a am sappy romatic person Green Daz01 (7:08:32 PM):
sorry Green Daz01 (7:08:45 PM):
romantic** cheezburger59 (7:08:07 PM): haha thats okay 
Green Daz01 (7:09:02 PM):
i hate myself cheezburger59 (7:09:06 PM): whyyy Green Daz01 (7:10:24 PM):
cause ..... i don't know what to do
Posted at 10:09 pm by efablover
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Friday, February 23, 2007
Umm. let's see. Concert coming up this sunday. Not too, too worried about it. Theres just one part I need to work on. But I'm suree it will be fine. Umm. Tony's in Michgean this weekend. I kinda wanted him to be at the concert, but I guess thats not going to happened. Umm, I kinda miss him I haven't gotten to talk him like all week. I have this theory see. I'm not going break up with Tony. Cause I just think I will regret it later on. And if I end up not happy with him. O well. I don't care if my life is just plain out stinky. lol Umm. And I also decided that dude that I'm totally in love with ((agent 006)) well...!! Umm. I just got to pretend like I hate him. And Umm. pretend like I am crazy about him. lol Cause youu know I'm not. lol. Umm as for my home life it totally sucks major ass crack but theirs nothing I can do about it so I'm shit out of luck on that. lol Umm. gtg but write tommorrow hopefully.
Posted at 10:44 pm by efablover
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Friday, February 16, 2007
Posted at 01:25 am by efablover
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Thursday, February 15, 2007
Alright. I feel like everything is just falling apart. And I have no one to talk to about it. I know my friends care about me. But when I talk to any of them it really seems like they don't want to listen. So I just listen to there problems and put mine on hold. I'm so fade up with everything.
My Family is really pissing me off. My brother needs anger-management so does that guy I have to call dad. I'm tired of being blame for everything. And tired of always having to do everything. And when I do it they tell me I never do anything for them. I hate how my mom has changed so much cause of the man I HAVE TO CALL DAD. I don't understand why the fuck I have to call him dad. He is NOT my dad never will be. I can you like someone that beats up on your mom and you and your brother. I told my mom I hated him. She said you're a bitch. So I can't talk to any one in my family.
I'm so confused about my feelings for Tony. I feel like if I ever dumped him the whole world would hate me. And that's why I was kind of leery on dating him in the first place. I can't stand to be hurt and I can't stand to hurt someone. I'm so in-love with Stephen. STILL. I have been in-love with him for 3years. And I hate that I'm in-love with him. Cause its just a waste of time. Thinking about him. Its killing me to be with Tony. And be so in-love with freaking Stephen. I mean I can't but think about that day at the stadium with me, Sam, and Stephen. The day we said would give it a shoot. I can't help but think what if he never said what he did. And we were still dating. I would be the saddest person ever. Cause I know he wouldn't be happy. And he was just dating me cause he fault bad. And I don't know if that's what I'm doing with Tony or not. But I know how miserable I would have felt. I don't know if I'm going to break up with Tony yet. But I'm seriously considering it.
Sometimes I feel like I can't be my self around my friends. Cause They would just… I don't know. The only person I'm ever myself around is Stephen and Cody. And that just scares me to death. Tony just called after every talk we have he tells me he loves me. I say it back at first I truly meant it. Now I'm not so sure. That's terrible isn't it? I'm a pathetic person. I hate myself so much its like unreal. I'm very unhappy with the way I feel, look, act, and everything else.
Posted at 06:12 pm by efablover
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
I never want to lose you.
Posted at 10:25 pm by efablover
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I hate haveing an important part. Cause that means everyone is depending on you. 
ANd if you mess up its all your fault the music sounded bad. You know. I don't like messing things up and I know I will mess up my part the night of my concert. 
And ..... GAAAAAAAAAA he hates me. 
I mean not as much anymore. Oh and guess what he has a girlfriend now. Her name is Brittany. Personality I don't like her do I tell steve that no. He'll just think I'm jealouis or something. I think she just like s the fact that shes dating someone older than her.
Schools been going okay doing alot better this sematser no more fooling around. It sucks big time but I gonna do it so I can go to TCTC next year. Umm. Well gtg write later hopefully.