Falling Faster and Faster For Him

I am falling faster and faster for Chris. He came out of no where, with his cute-ness and all. I would have never thought me and him would have hit it off. Well, I guess we haven’t hit it off yet. I really, really like him a-lot, <3 he makes my head spin. I don’t know if he likes me, as in a serious relationship kind of way. I think he likes me, but then sometimes some of the stuff he says and does makes me believe he doesn’t. I getting all mixed up.

Sometimes, I think he just wants in my pants and doesn’t want to date me. =/ Which would really rain on my parade. I really like him a-lot, okay, okay I love him <3 lol I said it happy? Gosh. ((I am weird)) I don’t how this happened but I fell for him, he swept me off my feet. He tells me about all these girls he has dated. He even showed me pictures of some. Of course their all way pretty and cool. Which make me think why the heck would he want to be with me? Plus there is like four girls he told me about that want to take his v-card. So, I am sad, cause I don’t see why he would even bother with me >.< !? See he has me so confused. <3

I care for him so much,<3 he has an amazing smile. Plus, whoa is he an outstanding kisser. Way better then any boyfriend I ever had. I love it when he talks fast and rambles.<3 He is so freaking cute, yet weird I love it.<3 I love that he is so wacky and different. He says he is fat, he def. Is not no where near it. He has a great body, I think. I had so much fun with him today, and every day I have spent with has been great. I just hope he feels the same. Cause if he don’t he is gonna be a real hard one to move on from.

My mom loves him lol she thinks he is cool. <3 And wonders why we aren’t dating yet. I didn’t say anything to her about that. I wish we were dating though. I would be so happy to be his girlfriend. <3 Well I am tired I’ll try to write another entry tomorrow.