Today I did not go to school. I started my period which is weird for me cause I already had one earlier this month. I feel like a total disaster. I should have at least attempted to get up and ready this morning. I can’t recall how many days I have missed. I hope I’m not freakishly close to missing ten already.
I rode my bike for like an forty-five minutes yesterday. Which probably wasn’t the smartest thing ever. But I wore two jackets so…=). I started to cry while riding my bike. I am such a loser. All I could think about was
him and thought the faster I go the less the tears would roll down my face. Man do I miss him. I didn’t think I would be like this it makes me angry. Cause I am always thinking about him and smiling and than I remember he is gone. And I am getting frustrated with my family and yelling at them. Just cause I am upset its not pretty. But like if only they knew EVERYTHING that is going on with me. Then they would more than likely understand that I am miserable. Too make all worse I am sick with a cold or something and on my period.
Roar I wanna buy a punching bag and name it TIM MAY. That poor punching wouldn’t stand a chance. =) I love school I like learning things. I just do not like time limits and exactness and grades. Also of course most of the teachers. Some of them are not bad at all. Like oh my gosh. Mr. O people is not bad at all. Yeah he enjoys his job. But its better to have him enjoy then hate it. And if he yells at you more than likely you deserve it. Yeah sometimes he can blow things way out of perspective but any one can do the same. Now Mrs. Marsh a different story I hate herr. She urgh. I dislike her so very much. =)
Prom. Grrr. People need to stop asking me if I am going. I do not know. I don’t think I am. I want to go and then I don’t. Its just one of those things that’s not on your do right away list. You know =) lol Well I think I am going to eat some sherbet and watch Pride & you know =) lol
Posted at 07:10 pm by efablover
